has my room ever been quite this messy before?

it's been quite the week.

it hasn't necessarily been a long week.

it's just been a full week. and i'm tired.

as is evidenced by my current room situation.

love me through it. :-/

the worst part? i honestly don't care that it is such a terrible mess right now.

ha.

i took a science test tonight. and got a solid 64. greaaaaaaat.

i hate science.

i slept through my alarm this morning.

getting ready in 15 minutes is always wonderful, if i do say so myself.

mostly, though, i'm homesick.

i miss my mom.

i miss going home for lunch and just talking to her while she ate leftovers and i ate ham-and-cheese pitas.

i miss her telling me goodnight eight times before i finally go to bed.

i miss my dad.

i miss when he would come into my room and lay on my bed and we would just talk.

i miss him playing the piano while i fall asleep.

i miss cristina.

i miss watching the santa clause movies with her.

i miss sophomore year when we would talk on the phone for hours, her in the basement in her bed and me upstairs in mine.

i miss brianna.

i miss brushing our teeth together in our purple bathroom.

i miss going on runs and drives and to cub foods and making cookies.

i'm homesick. :(

and even a chocolate cupcake from the cocoa bean can't really fix it.

it's only four more weeks. only four more weeks til i go home.

that's what i keep telling myself.

i don't know if it's helping.